I knew the truth all along.
I came up with your lies instead of you,
I gave you the right moments to deceive me
just because I didn’t want to recognize there
was more than enough reason for me to
run far away from you.
I wanted you so badly I was ready to diminish my
worth just to keep you. No wonder I am scared to
let someone close to me. I’m still healing,
still trying to find a way to forgive myself.