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Poem #254

A million years in the same place and
now I’m packing up my suitcase. I’m leaving
for the world even if the journey is only in my
head. Let me run, let me fly, let me swim but just
don’t let these four walls crush my spirit.

The same wall I’ve been staring at for years
started to speak to me. He said that, even though
I’ve painted it, the writings beneath are still
telling the story of the girl with many dreams.
He’s telling me to get my feet moving because
my life will pass and I will just be staring at it.
He’s telling me to get out of this town before
my heart dies and I get left with nothing to pour
into these lines.

A million years in the same place and
now I’m packing up my suitcase. I’m leaving
for the world even if the journey is only in my
head. Let me run, let me fly, let me swim but just
don’t let these four walls crush my spirit.
I have so much more to see, I have so much life
within and I don’t want to be chained to this city.
I’d rather spend the night on the concrete under the
big lights than in the cold hug of my walls.

These walls are telling a story about a girl that wanted
it all but only ended up on the floor every time the
liquor would get her father spinning out of control.
Lately she’s been tilting at windmills and her exhausted
body hit the ground. She’s just staring at the walls now,
not even trying to make a move to brake the chains that
are holding her down. Her enemies are in her head, her mind
is tightening the noose around her neck. Who is she? Just
look in the mirror, she’ll be there.

 

29 replies on “Poem #254”

Your writing is truly inspiring. This poem resonates with me very much! I spend a lot of time battling with myself as well, and staring at walls! Beautiful and strong. I love this poem!

Such a powerful, beautiful poem! It truly spoke to me! I can certainly understand what it’s like to battle yourself, and that feeling of being trapped in a place you don’t want to be. But, I firmly believe that there are always better things ahead. Amazing work! And best wishes! 💖

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