Today I’ve started thinking about all the stupid habits I have that make me an idiot. Sometimes I just do things that make no sense what so ever. Let’s talk about the reasons that make me an idiot. Shall we? We shall!
- If it looks like it’s going to rain outside but it doesn’t rain when I walk out of my apartment I won’t, for the life of me, take an umbrella. I don’t care about gray clouds or anything else. If it doesn’t rain when I’m leaving the umbrella is staying in the apartment. Most of the time it starts raining while I’m walking to the bus station and I get soaking wet, my hair looks awful and I’m cold. I’m an idiot.
- Most of the time when I receive a message I tell to myself that I’ll answer it later when I get home or before I go to bed and then I answer it….NEVER! I’m awful a texting so everyone who ever thought I was ignoring you on facebook I want you to know that I didn’t. I’m just an idiot.
- When we’re already talking about texting let’s talk about calling. I have extreme anxiety issues when it comes to phone conversations. I start walking up and down; all nervous, thinking people can feel my discomfort and don’t even get me started those strange moments of silence. Am I boring to someone, am I supposed to say something is the connection bad. My God, so much stress! I can’t tell you how many times I got a call from a number I don’t know and then people would go all Adele on me saying “hello it’s me” and I’m just get anxious there because I have no idea who am I talking to. People don’t be annoying, you have a name and use it.
- If I spent the time I spend on instagram doing something useful, my apartment wouldn’t be a mess, my life wouldn’t be a mess, I wouldn’t have to study all nights and I’d probably still have time to learn Chinese.
- I can’t concentrate on anything for more than an hour, sometimes not even that much. I’m the type of student that has to take a break from studying every five seconds because I’m reading about the Spanish independence war and by the time I’m done with the text I have no idea what I read but I do know I have to buy some new moisturizer, cook some lunch and stalk Nick Bateman on instagram. I’m an idiot!
If you are a failure like I am in any of these things feel free to leave me a comment or a like so I know I’m not in this alone. I’m a big mess of a person and it would make me feel easier if you join me so we can be a big mess together.