I was wrong

Hello everyone!

You know that sinus infection I was convinced I had for the 5 consecutive year? It turned out to be the fucking flu.

I was shocked. I was so determined not to have the flu that I behaved as if there is no chance in hell I can have the flu. Does this sound weird? Like I came back from Zagreb and I already told my mom that I will be gone before the weekend because I will be back at work as soon as I get some antibiotics for my sinuses. I don’t even have a thermometer with me because I started to drink some medication for the fever. Bear in mind that I knew damn well I had the fever and everything in my body hurt, from my legs to my back but I was still dead set on having a sinus infection. Luna, the doctor (obviously) decided she doesn’t have time to be ill so I just decided to go to the doctor, tell her I have a sinus infection and be on my marry way to my job with my antibiotics.

And yes, I did exactly that. My usual doctor is currently not working, so there’s like a substitute doctor. Yesterday, when I went to the doctor, there was a suspicion in our main hospital that there’s a patient with the Corona virus so the main hospital was on lockdown for some time. My sister called me and told me I need to take one of those medical masks and put it on my face because my immune system is very low and I need to protect myself from the flu and keep myself safe while I was in the doctor’s waiting room. All the while I was the flu in the waiting room.

Oh yes, fun fact, the only masks the pharmacy had were children masks so I had a white mask with teddy bears on.

I came to the doctor, all convinced that I just need her to give me an antibiotic and after I explained to her what I need, she stuck that thing in my ear and measured my temperature and people I was burning. She was just like: “Do you even know how high your fever is?”

Of course I didn’t, because I was convinced that I didn’t have a fever. So to make a long story short, I have been in bed for the last two days with a bag of pills I need to drink. I actually have an alarm that goes off at 1 in the morning when I need to drink one of them. I can’t, you guys. I hate feeling so useless and so in pain all the time. I tried to wash the dishes today and I was so dizzy that I just went straight to bed. I lost the ability to speak because my throat is just dead.

I hope this hell will end soon. Until then, please do send your Poetry Bar submission, I always have the strength to post them.

Sending love and positive vibes,

13 thoughts on “I was wrong

  1. Sometimes it’s hard to tell if tis a sinus infection or worse. Take care of yourself. I hope you feel better soon.

    1. Oh, the pills are kicking in. I actually managed to get out of bed today without being dizzy. Small steps haha

  2. Take good care of yourself and rest. Hoping you feel better soon and healing is on the way🙏

    1. Thank you, you’re so nice!

      1. It’s my pleasure. Spreading love and kindness is free and definitely what I strive to do everyday😉

  3. Feel better soon, dear !

  4. Take care! Hoping you feel better very soon.

  5. Sorry that you are sick with the flu, funny though reading this piece, the teddy bear child mask…😁

    1. I felt like a toddler. But it was cute tho 😀

  6. Get well soon dear Luna. The body has its own healing power & intelligence….take lots of rest…relax…let it heal…much love.

  7. I hope you feel better Luna. :hug: I hate being sick too. Take care of yourself. This is Carly from Message In Stanza. My new blog is, My Ink Smears. I hope you will follow my new blog. 🙂

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