Hello guys, Luna here for The Positivity Press today!
I hope you are all having a wonderful week filled with happiness and accomplishments. I have some exciting news to share with all of you today. I GOT A NEW JOB!
I am so thrilled because finally I will be able to work in a job that’s more in my field of studies. As you know, I studied foreign languages – Italian and Spanish. My first day is on Monday, so you can expect updates then. It will be kind of difficult because I will have to travel to Zagreb, the capital of Croatia, every day but I am so excited. I promise that I won’t neglect all of you here on Luna and that I will still keep up my work, post your works at The Poetry Bar and The Positivity Press. To go off topic a little bit, I just want to say that I love the effort you all have been putting to build our Positivity Press. I think it’s so nice that every morning I have at least one positive email from all of you to put up on the blog to start off our day with some happiness and sunshine.
So as I said the job is in Zagreb. I will work for Calzedonia in their call center and I will work with Spanish people and probably English as well and I am so excited to actually be able to use Spanish in my work. When I went to the interview I was very nervous but I just loved the work space, the people were so lovely and I hope that everything will go well and that I will get a hold of the job soon. Yesterday I went to celebrate my new job with some gin tonic. Love to drink it!
That’s it from me today. Now tell me what have you been up to and make sure to send your positive vibes and stories.
If you quit smoking lighting up
just one more cigarette will lead you
to smoking a whole pack a day.
If you stopped drinking, just more
shot will bring you to the bottom of the bottle.
Bad habits have a way of pulling us
in, swallowing us whole and making us
their slaves who always crave more pain.
It’s the same with people. Once you
quit them, just one more moment
could lead to a relapse, months of
rehab and withdrawal crisis.
You can’t do something bad just once
thinking you will be able to wake up
in the morning and just be fine.
Every night before sleeping I pour myself a glass of wine
and all of the suden I can feel your hands on my body.
Maybe I should stop drinking wine.
Maybe I should stop sleeping with your shirt on.
Merry Christmas everyone! This is definitely my favorite holiday but today I’m not having such a great time. I came home on Thursday and let me tell you that the ride home was a mess. Our car broke down and me and my brother-in-law had to wait for the towing service for an hour and a half. When we finally got home, we had some dinner and the next day I spent the evening with my friends which I haven’t seen for four months.
Saturday was a family day for me. I went to see my grandma and in the evening I had dinner and opened a bottle of wine with my family. Then the Christmas morning came and I wanted to kill myself.
I have such a terrible cold. I can’t breathe and what’s worse of all I can’t eat. All of this food and I’m sick to my stomach. I’m trying to keep a positive attitude but it’s not working that well so my plan is to stay warm under the blanket and watch movies.
Here are some pics from my past few days home and some pics from my nephew’s Christmas photo shooting. As you can see Christmas in my house revolves around my baby nephew because it’s his first Christmas and he is just so adorable!
Yesterday was my birthday and I’ve had two celebrations. One was in Zadar in June and one was this Friday with my friends in my hometown Zabok. On both parties I’ve had so much fun and I just love my friends so much!
In Zadar I celebrated my birthday with my friend Ivana. Before the party both of us went shopping, bought each other presents and bought the food and drinks for the party. We had a private party in Ivana’s apartment and later we were supposed to go out but I just couldn’t because the exams were still going and I was just too tired to go out and dance so I skipped that part.
In Zabok I celebrated with Isabella, Jana and Marta. We drank some cocktails, ate some pizza and then drank some more. i haven’t been with them for a long time and I just had so much fun just talking to them. We really had a lot to say after all that time.
Found this poem that I wrote a while back, it’s actually really old, but I still decided to share it with you. Hope you like it!
Midnight and I’m drunk. Found my peace
in a bottle, looking at the bottom of the cup.
My mind is empty; I’ve wasted all of my
thoughts on you, on us.
Midnight and I’m drunk. I don’t want to
leave this bar. I’ll just pretend that somewhere
in this cigarette fog I’ll find your eyes and they’ll
still have the same shine.
Midnight and I’m drunk wandering the streets
of my empty town. Crossing through red lights and
I don’t care what happens now, just come and
puzzle in the broken pieces you left behind.
Midnight and I’m drunk. Forgive me for all the
messages but you know how I get when the wine
has a hold of me. Could you give me a sign or just
tell me where do I go from now?
Midnight and I’m drunk. The traffic light is blinding my
tired eyes. The only thing I hear is a train that you
used to take home after spending the evening
by my side.
Midnight and I’m drunk catching the last bus
home so I could stare at the bracelet you gave me
the last time you were mine. I’m waiting for daylight
to bring soberness and stop me from running to the past.
Where are your hands to carry me to bed tonight at midnight?