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Poem #335

Somewhere between the smoke and alcohol, the hobbies and oversleeping, the binges and the purges you realize it was never a writers block. You screamed your words at that page to let go, to release. You never expected they would scream right back at you. You used to write to let it all out now […]

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Poem #332 – Purge

You wake up with nausea and dizziness but not with the will to wake up. Go through the day not feeling like yourself, you are selling your soul to the devil and that devil is the world you are trapped in. At night, before bed, you are in the shower for hours. You are trying […]

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Poem #7

I don’t feel like loving you anymore. I grew very much tired of it. If only I could take a shower and sleep through it. My eyes and my body then might catch a break but I cannot command my weary heart to rest.   Don’t forget to stalk me on Instagram, like me on […]

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Poem #6

I am holding on to you  because I think low of myself. I don’t believe anyone will want me after you, I am scared that moving on means being left alone. That’s probably what makes me believe love is what we have. Strange. No love story ever described it as something so twisted and painful. […]

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Poem #5

I don’t need to hear that you love me. I need you to show it to me. I don’t need you to tell me fairytales. I need to live them with you. I don’t need you to be here because you think it’s the right thing to do. I need you to choose me before […]

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Poem #4

I hold you responsible for everything. You kept your secrets to yourself, tried your best to get into my bed while you were in someone else’s as well and I was the fool that let you in. Now I need you to undo what you have done to me. Go to the night when we […]

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Poem #3

Your same old story about how you didn’t want to hurt me is getting me angrier by the minute because I stopped believing it as soon as I saw that homewrecking message on your phone. Just grow a pair for a moment and tell me how long have I been sharing a bed with both […]

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Poem #2

Just for tonight stay here and don’t make a sound. Let your eyes tell me what you can’t and let your body move to the music of mine. In the morning we’ll become strangers again, pretending like we don’t hold each other’s hearts in our hands.   Don’t forget to stalk me on Instagram, like […]

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I thought of calling but my fingers couldn’t dial the number. I thought of sending a message, but I just couldn’t find the words. I thought of sending you one of my poems but I know you wouldn’t appreciate it the way you didn’t appreciate me. Don’t forget to stalk me on Instagram, like me […]