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#savingme: Scared of my memories

Do you know what people don’t talk about enough when it comes to trauma? The loss of memory victims experience. I have my issues with repressed memory and when I realized I had this problem, I believed it to be a blessing.   Who would want to remember every single detail of their extremely traumatic childhood […]

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Poem #370

I tilt my head back, ordering my tearsto go right back to their source.If I am not ready to move with those tearsand start fixing what is brokenI do not have the right to shed them. So I tilt my head back, a lake is in my eyes,the ceiling looks blurry and I am familiarwith […]

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My life

Where did Luna start?

As you all know, my real name is Ana and in The Story Behind The Name Luna I explained where did this name come from. But today, I actually want to talk to you about how Luna started and how I actually started to publish on the internet… and it wasn’t poetry! “Luna” was originally […]

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Poem #369

Distance is not what I believed it was.The biggest distance was those few metersof the hospital hallwaythose few steps between the door and the waiting room. Even if I ran, it wouldn’t get smaller.It’s like with every step, you were further away.The sky and the earth and what the human mindcannot fathom stands between us. […]

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Poem #367

If you are not here, why should I be?I attached my existence to your presenceand now my life is hanging by a thread. I am not going to jump from a rooftop,but we both know you can have a beating heartand still know what death feels like. You can bait me in with a simple […]

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Poem #365

Had I loved you just a little bit lessmaybe I would have less sleepless nightsand would look younger now. Had I loved you just a little bit lessmaybe I wouldn’t be one of thosewho know the feeling of exquisite pain. Had I loved you just a little bit lessmaybe the river of tearswouldn’t have suffocated […]

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Poem #360

I want to say goodbye to myself.The scared me that has been living in a constant state of losing control.I want to say goodbye to myself, believe in reincarnationbelieve I will come back as someone better. I am done with myself.I always thought my mind was playing a game on meand I came to realize […]

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Poem #358

Sometimes you want it to be what it was in the beginning.You want to hear “I miss you” and you want the gesturesand you want for someone to go the extra mile for you. You want a love that’s a bit childlish and very spontaneousYou want to discover new things instead of reliving the old.You […]

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Poem #357

Scene 1:Everyone was walking on the ground,she was walking on clouds.Her life was a dream as she played the roleof the girl in-love.From dresses to the lingerie they hid,From breakfast in bed served wearing his shirt toputting a drop of perfume on her thighs and neckhoping he will memorize her scent. Scene 2:If the skies […]

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Poem #352

Does losing creativity mean you have lost your soul?Does the inability to create art mean you became hollow? Life should be a well of inspiration but it was whatstripped your passion for expression away. We have it all and we became the survive nation of the world.There is no living in pretending to be happy. […]