Guess who has laryngitis?
My God, this sucks. I feel like I am losing my mind because I am not speaking. It started last Wednesday, but I was convinced it was just a cold and then on Thursday evening my voice was just gone. This is the first time in my life that I actually lost my voice, it just never happened to me.
This is making my life exceedingly shitty. My job is literally 60% talking and 40% Excel spreadsheets. I need to head a meeting tomorrow about my project and I literally cannot put out one sentence without my voice cracking completely. And as someone who doesn’t like strangers in her personal space, I hate when people have to lean towards me to hear me. I know they are doing it for me but I just dislike when people are right in my face.
Don’t even get me started with the coughing. My throat and voice cords are supposed to rest while I am coughing the life out of me? And there’s no actual medicine for this, I need to wait for it to pass. I gave 83 fucking euros, IN THIS ECONOMY, for a nebuliser because it helps with recovery and I am also drinking so much liquid that I might as well live in my bathroom because I have to pee constantly.
I need to stop oversharing on this blog.
Now, if you’ll excuse me I need to go inhale some mist and drink my 12th tea of the day.
Love,
Luna
Don’t forget that my first novel is available on Amazon: Little Rebellion
Also you can get my poetry books: Rehab and Identity crisis