Will this end?

Hello everyone!
I decided to just check in for a while and talk about how health-wise exhausting this year has been for me. At the beginning of the year I was still on my acne medication, I reacted poorly to birth control, everything was going to shit and then I was taken off from all that medication and I was finally free and ready to rebuild my health and immune system. That dream lasted for about a 2 months.

I got ill and it wasn’t very serious but it concerned my stomach which was never the strongest part of my body and let’s just say that it was hell for me. I was placed on medication again, everything was sorted out, I had some tests done afterwards to double check that everything was fine and, according to the lab results, everything was okay but what wasn’t okay was me.

I continuously experienced a lot of nausea, brain fog, I would get randomly sick and it was seriously impacting my life and I went to see the doctor again. For some reason, after being alive for 29 years, I have developed lactose intolerance. Maybe it was my body’s response to being ill or to the medication I was drinking or God simply doesn’t like me, but in any case it has happened.

I had the tests done last week and I was expecting it to come back positive and it did but it still irked me and annoyed me because, for some reason, I cannot even tolerate the slightest does of lactose. I went and I bought lactose-free products which were still made from dairy but had very small amounts of lactose and I got sick after eating it. This is getting ridiculous.

I have removed all dairy from my daily diet and I do my best to check all products that I buy but I am honestly so damn tired of this. I just want to be at peace. I have another doctor’s appointment scheduled for the end of this month and then I will see how to move forward with this. Maybe it will just as suddenly go away, as it came into my life but I am not placing any bets on that.

The only thing that is keeping me going is the fact that in two month I am going on my summer vacation and I am going to Portugal to see Luan Santana. Just two more weeks.

Love,
Luna

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