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This book is calling me out.

Hello everyone! There was a book that was recommended to me in the comments of my post I am not doing okay…again. I started reading this book recently and I came to a chapter about lost connections with people and felt personally attacked by this book, here’s a quote from the book: Anywhere in the […]

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Coffee Date: The art of getting comfortable

This is not easy to write, not just because it’s hard for me to discuss but because it has been so long since I’ve written anything that I don’t know how to do it well. Let’s just let the stream of thoughts flow. After the last earthquake in Croatia, I took some time off. It […]

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Coffee Date with Luna: Addicted to the Noise

Hello everyone! I rose from the dead, here I am actually blogging on my own blog. My last few weeks have been quite interesting and when I say interesting, I mean numbingly painful but I am still working through that bullshit. When I say that I rose from the dead I mean it. Forgot to say, welcome […]

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Coffee Date with Luna: Recognize Your Patterns

Hello everyone and welcome to another Coffee Date with Luna! Ever since I dropped out of grad school, I have been experiencing a sort of a life crisis. Sometimes it’s okay, sometimes it hits me like a wave and I am a terrible swimmer. One of the things I have learned in this time is that the […]

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Poem #335

Somewhere between the smoke and alcohol, the hobbies and oversleeping, the binges and the purges you realize it was never a writers block. You screamed your words at that page to let go, to release. You never expected they would scream right back at you. You used to write to let it all out now […]

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Poem #332

There was nothing. Not even a spark. When you kissed me, it felt like you were kissing someone else. I couldn’t feel your hands. There was no love, just the need to avoid loneliness. It was like we were drinking from an empty cup and wondered why we felt thirst.

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Coffee Date with Luna: 20 something crisis

Hello Everyone!  It has been a long time since I just posted on the blog, had a talk with you or in this case, a cup of coffee. There is a reason for that. I have been going through a bit of a crisis that I do not know how to explain to myself or to […]

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Coffee Date With Luna: Breathing

And so we live just like we are breathing. Out of habit. We are just going through the motions, there’s nothing genuine in our reactions or routines. It’s easier to live a habit than to expose your heart to feelings. Habits are layers of protection we hold so tight to without realizing we are suffocating under them. […]

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Poem #260

You want a love that you can claim to be yours. You want a love which will say “I come to stay” yet you keep happiness at arm’s length. You are holding too tight to the bruises on your heart which will never love you back. If you fall again, you might crash but if […]

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Poem #258

Maybe those people walking alone, talking to themselves can see their loneliness and they talked back to it. The defeated its purpose. They won and we call them crazy.