I will go van Gogh on this ear

Hello everyone!

I am just having a quiet evening and decided to post a little bit something. A few days everything has been a bit more quiet for me because I have problems with my left ear. I barely hear anything and I almost overslept my alarm today because I can’t hear well.

I don’t know what’s happening with my ear because I am in Zagreb and my doctor is in Zabok and I went here in Zagreb to see a doctor on Sunday. In Croatia you have emergency rooms of course but you also have like doctor offices that are on duty. Major cities such as Zagreb also have dentists which work on the weekend and so on. I don’t know how to explain the Croatian health system well because I don’t own that vocabulary to be honest.

So I went there on Sunday explained that this ear thing was causing issues and it hurt. I also work as an agent in a call center, I can’t be half deaf. The nurse was getting on my nerves with explaining that I shouldn’t have come because this isn’t an emergency. I got a bit irritated and told her that I didn’t come to an emergency room but to a doctors office and I have the right to do so if I have a health issue. I understand that it’s advisable to avoid doctor offices now but I cannot examine my ear on my own and I am stuck in Zagreb until Sunday. So, I won’t be able to go to my personal doctor until Monday.

So she lets me in and the doctors checks out my ear and says that due to the symptoms there’s a really big chance that I have an inflamed ear but she couldn’t see because my ear was also severely clogged which is why I am half deaf. I don’t know if you ever had a clogged ear but you cannot solve this on your own. The doctor has to take like a big syringe and wash out your ear. People tend to sometimes try this on their own but you can mess up your ear, balance center… And then the truth came. It was a very big problem that I came there with a possible inflamed ear because they did not have the equipment to solve it. They didn’t have the syringe to wash out my ear and bring back my gift of hearing and that caused them to be unable to actually see is my ear inflammed. According to them, it was not an emergency for which they have equipment and according to me THAT’S WHY I CAME TO A DOCTOR’S OFFICE NOT AN EMERGENCY ROOM!

I am angry, half deaf, the ear situation is also causing issues with my throat and nose. It’s a mess. And it’s also uncomfortably hot in Croatia. Like I literally work from home and am sweating while sitting and typing. It’s awful.

Don’t you just love when I come and post a little bit and I go on a whole rant? Maybe I should start making videos where I just randomly talk now that I made a YT channel for the vacation vlog. I am really glad I got the courage to do something like that. It was a really big step out of my comfort zone.

To end this rant about my ear on a positive note, I found an amazing singer on YT. I don’t know how I’ve never heard of her before. I just wanted to share her with you. Last time I got this obsessed with someone, it was Lewis Capaldi. Check her out! She made a cover of my favorite song and below I will also link her original song.

This is it for me now guys. Sending love and positive vibes,
Luna

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Our First Travel Vlog: Vacation Vlog – Island of Krk, Croatia

 

Vacation vlog – Island of Krk, Croatia

It took me a century to finish this but it’s finally here. The little vacation vlog I promised from my vacation on the island of Krk is here. I didn’t think it would be quite as long as it turned out but I hope you will enjoy it and that this could be a fun new thing we do on the blog from now on since I am obviously lacking creativity in writing… but I promise that I am working on it!

Sending love and positive vibes,
Luna

 

 

Take-it-easy evening

So my lectures at the university start tomorrow…
MY GOOOOOOOOOOD

I’m fine but also having minor panic attacks. I did work my ass off this summer and dreamed about coming back to Zadar but now that I’m here realizing this is my third year and how much things I have to get done this year it’s honestly freaking the life out of me.

Also my lectures schedule is awful. On Wednesdays I’m at the university from 8 AM to 8PM with one two hour break but on Mondays I don’t have lectures until noon so that makes me feel a bit better about that horrible schedule.

I took the evening to myself and considering the work I will be doing this year these types of evenings will be a must do for my mental health.  I lit up my Mountain Berry  Blossom scented candle,  had a warm shower, cleaned my face, put a face mask on, ate chocolate, scrolled through Instagram and started watching The Handmaid’s Tale. It’s been my desire to watch it for a very long time and what better time to start than the day before my lectures begin. #responsible.

Also I recently had some serious problems with my skin so I’ve been looking for some products to help me. My skin is very sensitive to pretty much everything. The first products I’ve been buying are from Bioderma and Biobaza. It’s a bit early to give any reviews but as soon as I have something interesting it will be on the blog.

So this is it from me for this post. Good luck to everyone going to hell like me tomorrow. May the odds be ever in your favor! Don’t forget to stalk me on Instagram, like me on Facebook and follow me on Twitter.
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