happy for you

i dreamt that we met
and you wanted to talk
well, so we did
while taking a walk

everything that you said
was calm and in rhyme
everything that i said
was panik and crying

okay not really panik
although almost crying
because i have feelings
that i cant deny

i said you dont need me
you got someone new
you just smiled and laughed
im happy for you

but happy for you
is not happy for me
seems like i keep swimming
but my tears are the sea.

I started writing texts on 25th of September 2020 because i got My Heart broken and didnt know how to cope with My sadness.
https://zmimsytexts.wordpress.com/

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2 thoughts on “happy for you

  1. But how do You allow yourself to heal? 😅
    Its Not Like im suffering in purpose, i think it does slowly get better too, its Just that i have These flashbacks of emotions every now and then.

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