Loneliness is a killer

Lonliness is a killer
It puts your heart in a chiller
I too know this feeling very well
I too have known what it is like to feel rejected, alone out in the cold and misunderstood
Masked under my hood
Having a chronic illness
There is never any stillness
In my mind
Lonliness is like dust on your skin
Becoming thicker, heaver with every empty day
This void inside
Until your eyes are sealed shut
Your blood goes cold
Ligaments filled with gut wrenching mold
Your heart ceases to beat in unison
With the rotations of the world
The soul shrivells
Your days are dark
Because you have no love to light your way
Alone all day, all day, all day
Trying to figure out a way
To pass today
The pain of lonliness is felt in deafening silence
In silent screams
Suicidal ideations cramp the consciousness
You lived below us
Dead for a week maybe
Maggots eating your flesh
Feeding on your lonely dead body
I wrote you a note
To say you are loved
I know you will see
Between you and me
Beyond this life
My message to you
Left by your door
With flowers on the floor
If I had of known you were all on your own dieing from lonliness and fear
I would have come to see you
If only I had known
The media spewing up it’s guts
Brainwashing your delicate old mind
Dear old Paul you are loved
Rest in peace my friend
This is not the end
May you find peace in your next exsistence
Whether you transmute into a bird, a tree, a mineral or plant
Your spirit lives on
In all our hearts.

Hi there, I am a young human named Amber from the UK discovering what it means to be human, my soul purpose and what we are doing here on planet gaia. I’m a writer, the people’s journalist, philosopher, African djembe drummer, gardener, plant lover, poet, musician, photographer, yogi, blogger, knowledge addict, researcher and student of the universe who is searching for truth and knowledge. I love to laugh and have deep, meaningful conversations.


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15 thoughts on “Loneliness is a killer

  1. Good poetry. I have read your poem. Very nice

    1. Thank you very much. ❤

  2. the kind of poetry that id see slammed

    1. Thanks for posting my poem Luna. ❤

    2. Thank you! ❤

  3. Good read. Do you have your own blogsite? @Amber

    1. Hey, yes, it is diosraw.com/@DiosRaw. Thank you. 🙏

  4. Truly beautiful and true. I was married for 22 years to different wives and I was a always alone it seemed, but I blame myself for that!!💗💓💟

    1. We take responsibility and we move forward my friend. Much love. 🙏

  5. Well expressed.

    1. Thank you. 🙏

  6. Really love reading to your posts..

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