Poem #360

I want to say goodbye to myself.
The scared me that has been living in a constant state of losing control.
I want to say goodbye to myself, believe in reincarnation
believe I will come back as someone better.

I am done with myself.
I always thought my mind was playing a game on me
and I came to realize it’s just how I am.
If this were a game, maybe I would have some rules
maybe I would know why I keep on losing.

I can’t put up with myself anymore.
It’s not like I can storm out and run away from me.
I long for the days when my path was unclear because
it seems to me that there is no path left now.
The fog is lifted and the clock struck the time to end this.

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8 thoughts on “Poem #360

  1. This really resonated with me. Cool job.

  2. You okay ? That was pretty doom and gloomy

    1. No, not really. But me writing about it instead of closing up is progress. I will get better, thank you for asking <3

      1. Been down that road myself Luna, just trying my best to offer long distance friendship…Gas to hear writing it out helps

  3. Who says you are losing? You are writing about your thoughts, makes you a major winner. You have self awareness. Next step self kindness

  4. You write for the many Luna, don’t lose sight of the beautiful parts.

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