A day spent in bed *involuntarily*

So I had to spend the day in bed today when I had other, more important plans. 

I was supposed to go to Zagreb today, had a whole to do list and I woke up with the worst headache and I was feeling nauseous and felt like I am going to vomit. This is not the first time that this has happened to me so I decided to extend my stay with my mom for a while and do some blood tests because this is freaking me out a bit.  

My mom was having lunch at my sister’s today and I was all alone, listening to music and trying to find a comfortable position in which I do not feel like the top of my head is getting detached from the rest of it. It’s fucked up when your head hurts even when you are lying down.  

I am a bit scared that with my new diet caused by my food intolerances I might have an iron deficit or might be lacking some vitamins. The doctor who was in charge of my food intolerance test said that as long as I keep a balanced diet and do not throw out certain food groups but just substitute them with something I can eat that I should be fine so I hope that will be the case. 

The other thing I am scared of is that my thyroid is not functioning properly again and that they will have to increase my therapy again.  

I honestly think it might be the first one, that I might be in a deficit of vitamins or iron because I noticed that my nails are very weak and they started to kind of peel off at the surface and that is often a sign of iron deficiency. 

I will not get ahead of myself, I will go to the doctors and wait to see what they will have to say. Maybe it’s nothing and I am just suffering from migraines more and should stay away from my laptops when I am not working.  

So that was pretty much a very crappy Sunday for me. How was your weekend?  

Love, 
Luna 

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