My life

Step by step

Hello everyone! 

I am getting better. I know that my last post was just me having an absolute meltdown so I just wanted to put this out there. I am getting better. 

I read all of your comments and hopefully I will manage to reply this weekend. It was all overwhelming for me which is why I did not start replying sooner and did not put out a new post regarding all of this.  

The best path for me now was just dealing with the mess in my head and putting that first, the rest will fall in place once the fog is lifted. Here’s a nice spring picture that I took yesterday and made me happy:

Thank you for being so wonderful and so supportive and full of love! I was very sad to read that many of you can relate to what I am going through because I don’t want to think that any of you feel this way but on the other hand it made me feel less alone in it… If that makes sense.  

I know that Friday is Youtube video day, but this Friday will be an exception. Feel free to checkout luna.theblog youtube channel if you haven’t already. 

 As soon as I am back up on my feet, I will resume my usual blogging activities. I am actually getting some posts ready because nothing inspires writing in me like pain.  

I hope you have a wonderful weekend and that you are happy! 

Sending love and positive vibes, 

Latest Poem: Poem #361
Youtube videos: Luna’s channel
Latest Coffee Date: Manipulating the Public Attention
Latest #savingme: Give Women Their Rage Back
Life updates: I am not doing okay…again

12 replies on “Step by step”

Sad to say that often the best writing comes with the low times. You will get through as you have so much support. Life just ain’t bloody easy. Sent with loving support, Kat

I just found your blog and I just want to say I love your poetry and your writing style. Im glad you have so much support! I would love to build a community like yours someday!

Having the courage to write things down for others to see is a step in the right direction. The worst thing we can do is keep it inside. As strong as we think we are, we are much stronger when we surround ourselves with people who can relate and who care. Picture like that show how much beauty is around us, and we should appreciate even the little things. Here is a poem about just that (I hope it posts correctly and not all jumbled)

The Little Things

Stop. Feel that?
The warmth of the sun
The breeze on your face
Rain, it has its own unique smell
Feels like tiny punches when it lands
Wherever you are
There is beauty and wonder about
Even if seemingly insignificant
A smell, a color, a sight, a feel
There is always something to appreciate
Like cool grass under bare feet

Everyone has those moments, just don’t beat yourself up over it.

Awesome accent, btw. (Referring to the new vlog)

I’ve been like that and today I realized the last 3 weeks have blurred together because I haven’t had just a normal relax period to really think about hours/days/weeks. It happens to me all the time where it’s like my mind is cluttered and it causes weirdness. Often, it comes with a general feeling of pointlessness. Then declutter happens in some way and it’s gone.
I can’t find time to do the things I usually do that re-energize me lately.

Believe me, I get it. In January I was (unsurprisingly) diagnosed with PTSD and depression. Therapy and medication have been helping a great deal but some days I feel exactly the same as you did in that post. You got this!

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