I realized that I am a weirdo when it comes to doing anything so I would like to check if there are other people who are weirdos as well.
If I am not completely suffocating in work, scared that I will miss all my deadlines, handling multiple tasks at once I just don’t know how to focus and work properly. I get anxious that I am forgetting something if I have time to rest. Please tell me you are like me because I feel weird!
I don’t know if this is the influence of “hustle” culture on me or am I just a generally anxious person, but it’s getting on my nerves. Like I have all of this time to sort out all of my tasks during the day (I am not talking only about my job) and if I don’t have something to do every second of the day, I go completely off the rails, get lazy and anxious. It is exhausting. Why can’t I take stuff one step at a time and appreciate that currently everything is going well in my life and that there’s nothing to stress about?
Even when I was a student, I studied the night before the exam. It’s like I need stress to get things done. It’s not very good for my health.
I started thinking about my weird work habits today, so I thought I would share.
Tomorrow I am going to see the nutritionist regarding my food intolerance to finally know what’s going on and then I will dedicate my weekend to finally putting out a new Youtube video and to research about my food intolerance, find some recipes and food inspiration.
I hope you are all having a great week!
Sending love and positive vibes,