So, today I tried to stick to a schedule. I tried to do my daily tasks. I tried to not cry. One of the things on my agenda today was filming a video so I decided to really do it because writing a blog post is about half an hour, but making a video and editing is a few hours work and it helped me stay distracted from all of the painful things going on in my family.
I know it’s not healthy to distract myself from my feelings and from what’s happening but I am just trying to get through the day and work through the pain. It works for me now and it’s enough for me now.
Hope you will enjoy the video
Thank you all for being here and thank you for all the positive vibes and comments on my last post. You really are like a second little family for me.