When you are your worst enemy
happiness is just a mistake in the code of your existence.
It’s fleeting moments of peace and light
that soon get swallowed by the darkness of your mind.
You tell yourself you don’t deserve it.
You tell yourself you are not worth it.
You are eating yourself alive and you
cannot run away from yourself.
When you constantly stop yourself from moving forward
future is that what others have and you cannot reach.
It’s the promise of a better tomorrow offered to those
who don’t have voices in their head saying: “You can’t do this.”
You are kicking yourself when you are down.
You are drowning yourself in sadness.
You are your own hell
and you don’t know how to live with that.